Friday, November 7, 2008

Goodbye Sony Ericsson K510i, your candle burnt out long before your legend ever will

Yes. Yesterday on the way to Mount. Kakka thing happened. It slipped out of my cargo pants softly, beautifully. My old phone was never one to call attention to it. It was one of the few things I loved that took whatever I gave it. It taught me how to enjoy the beauty of symmetry, of video, of blue tooth. I loved her. Now she is in the palms of another, an asswipe who cut the phone when i called it and didn't reply to a message saying Ill pay him whatever he , or should i say IT, wants. I am tired. Tired of being used. Tired of having to play nice guy to a screwed up world that is all out to pounce on you. A world which shows you no mercy. This phone episode, just unlocked a whole load of other questions, about people, about God, about the world- how everyone always uses you- you know these things always make us ask big qestions, question, doubt, lose faith, or realize). In the bible it says, if we do good without getting tired we will receive the allotted harvest. We will see. I am tired. Life is ugly. It's putrid. It'll spit you out like yellow light on a desolate street. You walk alone. You doubt yourself. Life, is a very, very ugly thing. John 3:16 Maybe? One day?

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Heard what happened on Friday night?

"Yes. They didn't come home. No we called the police, the police said it's out of their control. 4 boys men- yes- Tamil- what do you expect. Yes, they had come in to the church premises, and taken these boys away. You know no, we also tell them not to go for these all night prayer meetings. But don't people care that things like these happen?"

Some would say: "With the country situation, what else can they do, it's after all for the greater good no?"

Others would say: "Don't just make mountains out of mole hills men"

I would say: "This is an incident that has apparently taken place at a church on Friday. Of course it could be routine. The chances are, it isn't. I personally think it's race, used as an excuse to attack a religion this time. The reason I bring it up is that, one day, if I am taken away, I hope someone will speak for me".